WHY DO MEN HAVE TO LIE??? I SERIOUSLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW THIS, I MEAN WHY CAN'T SOMEONE BE TRUTHFULL AND BE THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF LYING ABOUT SOMETHING OR PRETENDING TO BE WHAT THEY ARE NOT.

BUDDY DID MOVE DOWN HERE AND HE KNOW HAS A CHOSE TO EITHER STAY N FIND A JOB THEN A NEW PLACE TO LIVE OR WHEN I GET MY NEXT CHECK ON THE 29TH I'LL BE SENDING HIM BACK TO SMITHVILLE TEXAS. AS FOR MYSELF ONCE I GET DONE WITH SCHOOL I'M MOVING BACK TO FLORIDA. PERIOD. I HAVE TO TALK TO THEIR DAD ABOUT GETTING A PLACE TO STAY OR APARTMENT WISE.

YESTERDAY WE WENT TO A JOB FAIR THING, WELL ON HIS APPLICATION IT STATED 1957, I HAD ASKED HIM WERE YOU BORN IN 1957 HE REPLYED YES. I ASKED HIM WHY DID YOU TELL ME YOU WERE 36 THEN, CAUSE IF YOU WERE THEN YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN BORN IN 1970'S. HE'S LIKE WELL I DIDN'T WANT TO RUN YOU OFF CAUSE OF MY AGE AND I DIDN'T WANNA BE FRIENDS EITHER.

WE WENT HOME AND I HAD GONE INTO THE BATH ROOM, COMING BACK OUT HE HANDED ME A PIECE OF PAPER WHICH HAD SOME GIRLS NUMBER ON IT THEN PROCEEDED TO GO OUTSIDE, I FOLLOWED HIM AND HE HAD A KNIFE IN HIS HANDS, HE WAS GOING TO KILL HIMSELF CAUSE HE HURT ME AND LIED TO ME. I WENT OFF ON HIM, AND TOOK THE KNIFE OUT OF HIS HANDS.

HE STILL WANTS TO GET BACK TOGETHER BUT I DON'T WANT TOO, HE CALLED ME COLD HEART THIS MORNING CAUSE I WASN'T ANSWERING ANY OF HIS E-MAILS THAT HE WAS SENDING ME ASKIN IF I STILL LOVED HIM ECT.. I'M SORRY IF I WAS THAT COLD HEARTED HIS ASS WOULD BE OUT ON THE STREET, INSTEAD OF STAYING AT THE HOUSE AND HAVING THE OPTIOION TO GET BACK ON HIS FEET..

HE HAS A JOB LINED UP IN SMITHVILLE TEXAS FROM HIS OLD BOSS, SO WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF MY SHARE OF LYING MEN PERIOD.