WHY DO MEN HAVE TO LIE??? I SERIOUSLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW THIS, I MEAN WHY CAN'T SOMEONE BE TRUTHFULL AND BE THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF LYING ABOUT SOMETHING OR PRETENDING TO BE WHAT THEY ARE NOT.
BUDDY DID MOVE DOWN HERE AND HE KNOW HAS A CHOSE TO EITHER STAY N FIND A JOB THEN A NEW PLACE TO LIVE OR WHEN I GET MY NEXT CHECK ON THE 29TH I'LL BE SENDING HIM BACK TO SMITHVILLE TEXAS. AS FOR MYSELF ONCE I GET DONE WITH SCHOOL I'M MOVING BACK TO FLORIDA. PERIOD. I HAVE TO TALK TO THEIR DAD ABOUT GETTING A PLACE TO STAY OR APARTMENT WISE.
YESTERDAY WE WENT TO A JOB FAIR THING, WELL ON HIS APPLICATION IT STATED 1957, I HAD ASKED HIM WERE YOU BORN IN 1957 HE REPLYED YES. I ASKED HIM WHY DID YOU TELL ME YOU WERE 36 THEN, CAUSE IF YOU WERE THEN YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN BORN IN 1970'S. HE'S LIKE WELL I DIDN'T WANT TO RUN YOU OFF CAUSE OF MY AGE AND I DIDN'T WANNA BE FRIENDS EITHER.
WE WENT HOME AND I HAD GONE INTO THE BATH ROOM, COMING BACK OUT HE HANDED ME A PIECE OF PAPER WHICH HAD SOME GIRLS NUMBER ON IT THEN PROCEEDED TO GO OUTSIDE, I FOLLOWED HIM AND HE HAD A KNIFE IN HIS HANDS, HE WAS GOING TO KILL HIMSELF CAUSE HE HURT ME AND LIED TO ME. I WENT OFF ON HIM, AND TOOK THE KNIFE OUT OF HIS HANDS.
HE STILL WANTS TO GET BACK TOGETHER BUT I DON'T WANT TOO, HE CALLED ME COLD HEART THIS MORNING CAUSE I WASN'T ANSWERING ANY OF HIS E-MAILS THAT HE WAS SENDING ME ASKIN IF I STILL LOVED HIM ECT.. I'M SORRY IF I WAS THAT COLD HEARTED HIS ASS WOULD BE OUT ON THE STREET, INSTEAD OF STAYING AT THE HOUSE AND HAVING THE OPTIOION TO GET BACK ON HIS FEET..
HE HAS A JOB LINED UP IN SMITHVILLE TEXAS FROM HIS OLD BOSS, SO WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF MY SHARE OF LYING MEN PERIOD.
Why is it that once I get settled into a job something always changes, for the past couple of weeks we've gone from having a full staff of house keepers then back down to one less. "Grrrrrr" On friday I went into work to be told and shown my new schedule, well they have cut our hours which means less pay.. Dammitt like I can hardly live off of what I make and bring home now. So on the weekends instead of working from 2-7:30 it has been cut to 2-7:00 and on the week days instead of from 2:30 - 7:30 it is now from 4:00pm - 7:00pm.. Now what the fuck,,, I only get paid 5.50 a hour..
On a some what good note Buddy finally came in this past saturday night, far as I know he is either at the house or walking around the town. After him showing up we went to the hotel room and spent the night there, I had told him ( no meanings on hurting him either) that I wasn't sure if I was really ready for a releationship, ugggg.. He was very upset as I was with myself. Yesterday we sat down and talked some stuff out and I told him that I wanted to take things slow to see if we can work this out. Kinda let me get use to having someone around again. So thus far it's going pretty good, he'll be living with us and finding a job, hopefully through that time I can get use to him being around and get back to the feeling of having someone in my life ..
We are planning on trying to get a place of our own, so it'll be alot less stressfull for the both of us. Yesterday morning I over slept and didn't go into work , so when I do go into today i'll either have a job or get wrote up for a no call no show. IF so then I'll go find employment some place eles, i'm not blaming anyone but myself for not getting out of bed on time to go to work.
I was wondering if someone could help me out or explain to me what I am doing wrong. Ok, I went to updated my profile by wanting to add pictures, ect were it asks about your hobbies and other sections of the site, but when I CLICK on save it comes back up with were I had copied and pasted a picture file off of my photo bucket as being blank.
What is it that I'm doing wrong. Please write me back..
Thanks.
Kim
PS:Due to spring break starting next week I will have alot of free time (till I have to go to work), to update and change my pages.
What is there really to say. I'm 28, mother, college student, trying to live my life to the fullest and working on my dreams.
I've moved around alot through out my adult life, have met some really interesting people and some whom I've choosen to keep out of my life for my own reasons. I've lived, loved, laughted alot. I've been in love one time which in the end it didn't turn out too well but still hold a special place n my heart for him.
I'm the youngest of 3 kids, but am the only one who really ventured out of and away from the state I was raised in so cali. I've been in to the craft off and on most of my life, but due to either moving or other things going on haven't really been able to study and practice the way I like. But all that will change once I get my own place.
I'm very easy going and down to earth person, more or less put my friends infront of myself, I'm very protective or my friends and family, through the years I've learned to forgive and forget, but has been pushed to the point were I just completely forgot that person out of my life. I'm the type of person who will listen if you need someone to talk to and try to help you out as much as I can. Even those whom have buirned me once or twice.
I was sent a link to this site by a very good friend of mine and for that I thank her so much. Because it opened up my eyes on what I was slowly forgetting.
If there is anything eles you would like to know then feel free to ask. Through the weeks( or when I can get on a computer) I'll be updating and changing plus add pictures, graphics ect to this site, once I figure out how to do it.. LOL.. Tips would be greatfull too.. lol.
